Saturday, March 19, 2011

I'm upset

Mothers know best. My mum knew when I'm feeling down.. I need to run away, escape for a while. She knew.

She relieved my duties and here I am, shopping and lunching on my own :)

She helped to make excuses to him. And helped me make my escape.

What else to say? Mummies know best :)

Friday, March 18, 2011

Anguish

All I did, now they are nothing and don't make sense to you?

So I am a bad mother. I don't take care of MY daughter as much as you do.

So you got the father's job and I got the maid's job?

I wash her clothes, hang her clothes, fold her clothes, make sure she has clean clothes to wear, put away those she outgrow and requisite bigger size clothes.. All these don't make sense to you?

I take stock of her cereal powder, milk powder, anchovies, baby snacks, make her porridge and milk when it's time for feeding, ensure she doesn't get herself all dirtied from eating.. All these don't make sense to you?

I look for promo in fairprice, buy the most comfortable diapers and keep stock of mamy poko just to save up our pennies bit by bit.. All these don't make sense to you?

I pack her bag during the weekends when we go out, and have people asked me "rem to bring this, that.. Next time don't forget to bring this, that".. Why don't you diy? All I did don't make sense to you?

I an always the one doing the nitty gritties.. Vacuum the floor, mop the floor, clean the thumbprints off the windows, scrub the toilets, replenish cleaning agent.. All these don't make sense to you?

You ever asked yourself what have you done for me? You ever wait at the void deck when I go home late? When I walk home from my mum's place late at night, when you were at home playing your xbox, did you ever offer to walk me home? Did you ever worry about my safety?

Have you ever cook for me? Have you ever do my laundry for me? Have you ever make the house so clean awaiting my return? Have you ever went the extra mile for me?

Before you say you are a good father, good husband, think about it.

Sunday, March 06, 2011

Happy birthday Charmaine!

Before the day ends, happy birthday to my darling! Be a good gal and mummy and daddy love you very very much!! Muacks!